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The Christmas season is a time of year in which I do not always wish to find myself in. Ah, cynical you say.  Not at all. But trying to perform an errand with the traffic and amount of people at the stores; I'd rather stay at home. For some reason, decorating is just something I'd rather not do this year.  To have to take down the regular trinkets in the house and put up the Christmas stuff and then think about having to take it down again is just too much.  I read articles that people are just not putting in the effort or the money this year for Christmas.  I understand why.  To hear Christmas music makes me cringe.  I'm just not in the mood.  Is it because I am getting older or is it becuase I have no money to buy things for people and get excited about watching them open their gifts?  I don't know. I will do my baking and I sent Christmas cards but I can't wait for the rest of December to pass. Let's just get it over with. Perhaps my next entry will not be so frustrated.

I will be going to my mother's tomorrow with my family to make the bread we have Christmas day with our soup. The tradition will be fun but my mother will play Christmas music and that will be annoying.  Oh well, just another day.  Time to try to be in a better mood.

M